if i meant to watch you die
don't you think i would've said goodbye or no, i don't know
i just need you to hear thee
cause everything i write you is truthful falsities in between
God it's so hard to hear you think
my thoughts drip out from a bottle of ink it's hard
they stuffed my favorite toys into a claw machine, right in front of me, I didn't wanna see
and so i lost all my friends, who met the grimmest of fates, i didn't want to stay awake
now you tell me to cherish what i have, it's a sick game you play on my behalf
think i lost this one, think i'll let it go, when the time comes i'll tell her what i know